I get the whine and guilt from mine. She will tell me what she did on the holiday. How bad it was, so I feel very guilty.

There’s a hole in my heart from her absence. Recently I realized I’ve been trying to find another relationship to fill it, which was how I ended up in an abusive marriage.

Now I’m trying to make peace with its existence and to do what I can for myself. But, it sucks. Really and truly hurts.

My heart is with you as the holidays approach. ❤️

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