Thank you for this beautiful response. I’m so glad you are healing. That you’ve discovered a way through this.
Since I wrote that article I’ve experimented some. Had some transactional sex which was much better than I’d experienced with my very sick last husband. But yes, that wouldn’t be a good continuous practice. It’s empty.
Like you I have a lot of healing to do. I hope I get a chance to have another relationship. One that is loving, patient, and kind. That would be amazing.
Time will tell.
Thank you once again for taking the time ti share such a vulnerable story from your rich life. I feel very privileged.